Beast Soul
Author: simph8
Rating: NC-17 (for themes)
Warnings: AU, Violence, Assault, Caring
Characters: Takaki Yuya, Chinen Yuri, Yabu Kota, OMC
Notes: Story is set before 'Sanagi'.
Rating: NC-17 (for themes)
Warnings: AU, Violence, Assault, Caring
Characters: Takaki Yuya, Chinen Yuri, Yabu Kota, OMC
Notes: Story is set before 'Sanagi'.
Beast
Soul
Yuri was alone in Yuya’s apartment, he had
been for a couple of days. When he had left, his gaoler had made sure to leave
some mark for him to tend to, so that he wasn’t going to forget his role in
that household.
The kid hadn't given him the satisfaction
to seem him cry, not even when he had held onto Yuya’s hips to try and fight
him off while the man thrust inside his mouth; nor he had made a sound when the
elder had tied him to the headboard and had started cutting him.
Yuya had left in a bad mood, promising that
he was going to make him cry once he would’ve been back.
Yuri, hearing those words, had waited for
the door to close behind the yakuza before collapsing on the mattress. He had
stayed there for a long while, allowing his body to recover from the latest
abuses, then he had started working.
That morning, after two days of complete
peace, Yuri stuck in a bag the sheets, stained of blood, sweat, semen. He hated
to sleep in those sheets, but he usually didn’t dare opening his mouth when
Yuya was around. He’d rather sleep in that filth than get up after yet another
rape to change them.
He distractedly grabbed the keys and headed
toward the laundromat. While he waited for his laundry to be ready, he headed
toward the supermarket, hoping he was going to get some good deal. Since he had
started smoking, his savings had had a drastic decrease, and he had no
intention to ask Yuya for more money.
Pushing the cart, Yuri walked in. He wasn’t
too close to home there, and he was grateful for the way he seemed to blend in,
less curious stares on him than those he got in the family’s territory.
He didn’t like to be where people know his
story, what happened to him, why he had been bought by a sadistic and brainless
yakuza; he hated the pity or the mockery in those eyes.
He stood in front of the water, unsure. He
had been with Yuya for a while now, the most horrible months in his life, and
he had already experimented how contradictory the yakuza’s behaviour could be.
For example, when they ran out of drinking
water, Yuya thought he was too weak or too young or whatever to carry it home
on his own. And night, anyway, he was enough of an adult to satisfy his most
sadistic perversions.
Yuri shrugged and headed to the frozen
goods. As it often happened, what he needed was in the highest shelf, and there
was no one around to help, apparently.
He grabbed what looked like a small stool
and opened the refrigerator door, stretching as much as he could; still, he was
unable to reach what he needed.
He had just grabbed the edge of the bag,
when the stool gave out under him and he lost balance, dragging with himself a few
of the bags from the shelf, and the shelf itself.
Hearing the noise, a clerk joined him in a
matter of seconds, a very not amicably look on his face.
“What do you think you’re doing?” he asked,
making other customers turn to look at them as well.
“I... I couldn’t reach it, so I thought...”
Yuri stuttered, but was interrupted.
“You’re all a bunch of vandals, there’s no
excuse!” the man uttered, dragging him to the counter. “Give me your parents’
number. Someone’s got to pay for the damage.
Yuri blushed hard and kept his mouth shut,
his eyes on the floor.
He heard a few whispers around him,
recognizing him as ‘the kid who lives with him’.
He turned to see who had said that, and right that moment he saw a few of
Yuya’s shatei walks inside. Yuri knew them well enough, they had been at the
apartment a few times.
Averting his eyes wasn’t enough to go
unnoticed, and the men quickly gathered up around him, pushing the clerk
away.
“Look! It’s our aniki’s whore.”
“Do you miss him?” another one sneered,
messing with his hair.
“Don’t worry, it won’t be long. Yuya’s
coming back today, isn't he?”
“Yes.” Yuri hissed, pulling away and trying
to get some distance.
One of them, the one who looked more
threatening, grabbed his arm and pulled him back to the centre of the circle.
“How about we take advantage of the
situation? Usually sluts aren't very chatty.” he suggested.
Yuri raised his eyes on him, horrified.
“Are you crazy? If Yuya finds out, we’re as
good as dead.” one of them whispered, looking around as if the walls could hear
them.
“It won’t happen.” the man reassured,
grabbing Yuri’s chin and raising his face to get a better look at him, his
thumb brushing his lower lip. “And anyway, Yuya would believe us. We’re his
men.”
An enthusiastic prattle came from the rest
of the men, and Yuri started to fear the worst. One of them grabbed his hair,
dragging him out of the store, so the younger started fighting back, writhing
and yelling to let him go. He managed to take a hold of the arm of the man and
bit down hard on it.
The yakuza screamed, pushing him away, but
not far enough to avoid the slap which made him fall on the ground.
Yuri felt his eyes get misty, his lip
hurting like hell. He clenched his fists, taking a couple of deep breaths.
He hadn't given Yuya the satisfaction to
hear him cry and beg, for sure he wasn’t about to give it to them. He still had
some dignity left.
A third shatei got closer and started
kicking his stomach so hard that the kid felt the taste of blood in his mouth,
tears streaming down his face. It didn’t matter how much he made him angry,
Yuya had never kicked him.
He was about to try and get up, but someone
grabbed him again and he was soon thrown on the ground in an alley close to the
supermarket; Yuri felt the body of one of them on top of him, but he was too
dizzy to think about a way to run.
He writhed, clenching his eyes as soon as
he felt the rain starting to pour, and he cursed himself for having been so
incautious. Yuya had always told him to be careful when wandering off through
Kabuki-cho.
And now he hadn't listened to him, and he
was paying for it.
The shatei’s voices pierced his ears,
deafening, while Yuri felt their hands everywhere. One of them took his sweater
off, and again he tried to struggle as hard as he could, in vain.
Another one had taken off his pants as
well, and under his touch Yuri felt even more disgusting than usual. He slowly
raised a leg, then he kicked the man above him in the stomach.
He panted, trying to recover his breath,
and a split second later his head was banged against the ground.
He collapsed, his breathing so heavy and
slow that trying to do anything at all was pointless, so he kept his head low
while everything moved too fast for him to realize what was going on.
Those hands were on him again, stripping
him of the last clothes he had left, but no one got to do anything because then
there was a gunshot.
The shatei turned their head toward the
main road, and Yuri heard a few of them hold their breaths. He struggled to
open his eyes, pulling himself up.
He opened his eyes wide, horrified, when he
recognized Yuya. He backed off against a wall, covering himself up with his own
arms, and trying to protect himself as if he was guilty of something, but Yuya
was ignoring him.
“Aniki, it’s not what it looks like.” one
of them started.
“Yeah, your slut begged us.” another one
panted.
“He told us you weren’t enough for him so…”
the man who had first suggested to take advantage of Yuri left his sentence
hanging, sure he was going to stroke Yuya’s pride.
Yuri looked at them, incredulous, believing
that their low strategy was actually going to work. Yuya was going to believe
them, and all of his efforts to survive would’ve been in vain.
Despite what he might’ve thought, Yuri
heard another gunshot, masked by the noise of the now heavy rain. The shatei
closest to him screamed, collapsing on the ground and bringing a hand to his
thigh, trying to stop the bleeding.
“Aniki, listen to us!” one of them yelled,
but it was useless.
Yuya looked like a ferocious beast pointing
its prey. The kid pushed himself harder against the wall, unable to move a
muscle, leaving his hair stick to his head, wet. He stared at the scene in
front of him, trying to ignore the scream of fear and pain from the shatei.
He wished he could’ve felt something, but
he wasn’t going to pity them more than he would’ve ever pitied Yuya.
The yakuza’s clothes were wet and bloody,
just like the blade of the knife he had took out to cut a few fingers off of
them, just like the gun which had shot them.
But it was when Yuya laid his eyes on his
that Yuri really got scared, like he had never been in his whole life. He
raised his eyes when the yakuza got in front of him, squinting because of the
rain.
“I didn’t want to. You have to believe me.”
he murmured his voice shivering for the cold and the fear.
The yakuza held out a hand.
“I know, Yuri.” he told him, dead serious.
Yuri nodded and took his head, holding it
to pull himself up, holding the clothes he still hadn't put on again.
“Why have you stayed naked under the rain?”
the elder asked, his pitch higher.
“I... I don’t know. I froze, I suppose.”
Yuri admitted, looking around. “Are they all dead?”
“A couple. But it’s their fault, they
fought back.” he shrugged, indifferent.
“Too bad. Like you, they deserve to die
too.” Yuri whispered, lapidary.
“Do you want them to die?” Yuya asked.
Yuri bit his lip and then shook his head,
seeing the amused grin on Yuya’s face.
“Anyway.” the yakuza sighed. “Damn, you’re
an idiot. You should’ve put your clothes back on.” he snorted, taking his
jacket off and putting it on Yuri’s shoulder. “Come on. The car’s right here.”
Yuri nodded and, careful to where he
stepped, he let the elder take him home.
~
He and Yuya didn’t talk. Not during the ride
home, nor during the hot bath they took together, nor when they got back into
the bedroom to put on dry clothes, or when Yuya tended to his wounds.
Yuri needed to calm down, so he sat down at
the kitchen table, a cup of tea tight in his hands.
Yuya watched him from the couch and lit up
a cigarette, then he stood up and went sitting in front of him.
“Why were you so far from home?” he asked.
“You know you have to stay in the neighbourhood, I told you a thousand times.”
The younger tightened his hold on the cup
and bit his lip.
“It was just a couple of blocks, I didn’t
think...”
“What would’ve happened if I hadn't
arrived?” Yuya yelled, nervous; he hit a hand on the table, leaning toward him.
“Nothing different from what you do to me,
Yuya.” Yuri hissed, cold.
The yakuza grabbed his chin, ignoring his
pained groan.
“Then you shouldn’t have fought, you
should’ve let them fuck you without bitching about it.”
“Next time your watchdogs are going to jump
me while you’re gone I’ll remember, thank you so much.” Yuri spat the words,
wiggling out of his hold and backing off, regretting almost immediately to have
talked back to him.
He wasn’t at his best, and Yuya wasn’t
known for his comprehension.
The elder quickly walked around the table,
making him turn and pushing him hard against it, spreading his legs.
His long fingers tightened around Yuri’s
neck, but he stopped when he heard him pant heavily for the pain and saw him
crying quietly.
It didn’t make sense, Yuya knew it. Saving
him from a rape and then grant him the same treatment was idiotic.
The cut on Yuri’s forehead was still
bleeding, his hands were scratched, he might’ve had a broken rib and had
bruises all over his body, also an eye which started to become dangerously
bluish.
Yuri cried against the table’s surface,
unable to control the pain from being held down.
He held the edged tight, his knuckles
white, and Yuya was sure that must’ve hurt too.
He wasn’t used to see Yuri cry. At all.
It was a picture that a part of him desired
to sleep well at night, but there was another side of him, the one he kept
hidden, that wished he didn’t have to see this. But the animal roaring in his
chest demanded blood, and the blood was Yuri’s.
It wasn’t his fault, not directly. He
needed it to survive, and the younger had just been in the wrong place at the
wrong time, with the wrong family.
It wasn’t Yuya’s fault. Not at all, he kept
telling himself, as if he had to put to rest a conscience he didn’t have.
He pulled away, seeing him fall on the
ground, a hand tight on his ribcage, crouched on himself.
“I’d say it’s time to go to bed.” Yuya told
him, turning and heading to the bedroom.
Yuri got up, sneezing, then he sat back at
the table and finished his tea.
When he got to bed, later, he heard Yuya
snoring already and sighed in relief. He took his slippers off and laid down,
having a few troubles doing so. He turned his back to the yakuza and closed his
eyes, knowing falling asleep was going to be impossible.
He could still hear their voices in his
head and their hands on his body. He felt filthy, and not even brushing the
sponge violently over his skin was going to erase that.
He had felt like that once already, the
first time Yuya had forced himself on him.
Then he had gotten used to the violence, to
his hands, to that voice moaning in his hear, humiliating him.
But the hands he felt now where different
from Yuya’s. The yakuza wanted to have his orgasm, and hurting him was a mean
to get that, which had led him to buy Yuri.
The shatei wanted to humiliate him, to hurt
him, to prove him Yuya wasn’t all the protection he needed to be safe.
Well, they had miscalculated, apparently.
He was more or less safe now, in bed, warm,
knowing he had escaped something he was sure he wouldn’t have survived.
“You don’t have to wander off alone too far
from here.” Yuya said out of the blue, making him jump.
“I'm sorry.” he murmured, keeping still. “I
thought you were sleeping.” he added, low.
“Why were you there?” the yakuza asked,
ignoring him.
“Well, there’s the laundromat, the
supermarket, I...” he bit his lip. “I wanted to save some money.”
“Isn't there enough money for grocery and
stuff?” Yuya asked incredulous, and the younger felt him turn around to look at
him, but Yuri felt too ashamed to do the same.
“Yes, it’s enough, but...” he bit even
harder on his lower lip, ignoring the pain. “I didn’t want to ask for money for
the cigarettes.” he admitted, in a whisper.
“Cigarettes?” the yakuza repeated,
bewildered. “You mean yours?” he asked then.
Yuri nodded slowly.
“And why didn’t you ask?” he uttered, more
and more confused.
“Well... I don’t know, I didn’t think you
would’ve given them to me. It’s your money.”
“Kami, you truly are an idiot when you want
to, Yuri. I’ve got enough money to let you have all you could possibly desire,
you know that.”
“Oh.” he murmured. “So I don’t have to go
there anymore?”
“Of course not. I don’t want you to get
away from the neighbourhood alone, am I clear?”
Yuri nodded, more relaxed.
Yuya’s hand awkwardly patted his head, and
for the younger was the best soothing gesture he could receive.
He closed his eyes, feeling finally better,
as if the worst thing happened that day had been the downpour.
~
Yuya felt weird. Kota had picked him up,
because he had no intention to drive under the rain.
He was smoking, the window down and a foot
up on the dashboard. The car’s owner wanted to say something, anything, but he
had given up a long time ago.
Yuya seemed in a bad mood already, and
since they had to spend the whole day at the office he had no intention to make
him even more nervous.
Once they reached the building, the two
yakuza walked up to their office; much to their surprise – or at least to
Kota’s – they found their boss waiting for them.
Yuya clicked his tongue, averting his eyes.
He should’ve imagined the previous day’s ‘glitch’ wasn’t going to go unnoticed.
“Yuya, you’ve always done as you pleased,
since you’ve joined the family.” the man started, ignoring the look on his
face. “What were you thinking, exactly?”
“What happened?” Kota asked, hesitatingly,
raising his eyes on Yuya.
“Nothing much.” his aniki muttered,
indifferent. “I’ve taken out a couple of shatei and sent three more to the
hospital. So know the concept that Takaki Yuya’s stuff is off limits should
stick.” he grinned devilishly.
“Did... did something happen to Yuri?” Kota
murmured, anxious.
“No, I jumped in before it could.” Yuya
turned toward the boss, serious again. “It’s their issue. Has someone ever
complained about my methods until now?” he asked, and all he received in
response was silence.
After a pause, the boss sighed.
“Mind the way you treat your things, Yuya.
At times, they can be unpredictable.” he told him, then he left the room,
promptly followed by his minions.
Yuya clicked his tongue again, irritated,
and went sitting at his desk.
“He and his pearls of wisdom he reads on
cereal boxes.” he snarled through his clenched teeth. He turned his computer
on, then raised his eyes on Kota. “What are you looking at? Start working, I
don’t pay you to stare at me.”
The younger sighed, foreseeing a very hard
day, and he did as his aniki had asked.
~
Around lunchtime, Kota stretched and
grabbed the packet of cigarettes next to the computer, brushing a hand over his
eyes. Then he stood up and left the room.
Yuya had kept his mouth shut the whole
morning, a thing unusual enough for him, since office work hardly ever sat
right with him.
But still, Kota hadn't asked anything. At
least, not hearing him complain had been rewarding; he had actually managed to
get some work done.
He took the elevator down and walked to the
ramen shop where he used to have lunch. His stomach had been growling for a
while, but he had tried to resist as long as possible.
He sat at the counter, ordering his usual,
when all of a sudden Yuya appeared next to him, still without saying a word.
Kota took a few more minutes of that, but
then he got irritated and, ignoring the food in front of him, turned to look at
his aniki.
“So, what happened yesterday?” he asked.
“All in all, you were right wanting to come back sooner to Tokyo.” he told him,
remembering Yuya had said something about a weird feeling the previous day.
Yuya shrugged.
“I saw a few shatei trying to assault
Yuri.” he explained, his voice low. As opposed to Kota, he started to eat. “I
had to do something, don’t you think so?” he asked, then he focused on the
ramen.
“I suppose.” Kota kept it vague, avoiding
to speak his mind.
“I don’t see what’s wrong. Yuri belongs to
me. I'm the only one who can touch him. Doesn’t it work like that, Kota?”
“That’s why you bought him.” Yabu
commented, uninterested.
“Yes. Exactly.” the yakuza licked his lips.
“Is there something wrong with that?”
“I’d tell you that children’s trafficking
is illegal, but it would sound hypocritical said by a yakuza, wouldn’t it?”
Kota shrugged.
Yuya stared at him for a few moments, but
he didn’t reply.
“Listen, Yuya.” Kota went on then,
impatient. “I’ve got no idea what goes through your mind, and honestly I don’t
want to know. You’re the one who bought Yuri, so you’re the only one who knows
whether it’s right or wrong to get mad at the fact that a bunch of idiots has
dared to touch your precious merchandise. You know what I think of it, it’s
useless to try and make me change my mind.”
Yuya clenched his lips, angry, and slammed
the chopsticks on the table, getting up and storming off.
“Are you coming back to work this
afternoon?” Kota yelled at him.
“Screw you!” the elder told him, nervously,
as he left the shop.
Kota sighed, watching at his food, now
cold. He rested his head on the counter for a moment, then he left some money
and left.
His appetite was definitely gone.
~
Yuya went back home, too irritated at his
idiotic shatei to get back to work as he should’ve. Let Kota finish all the
work. Let that teach him to keep his mouth shut.
He lit up a cigarette, ignoring the fact of
being in the hallway, and grabbed his keys. He walked inside muttering
something to announce his presence, then he took his shoes off and walked to
the living room.
Something was off, he realized that
immediately. Usually, Yuri cleaned the apartment during the morning, and he had
gotten used to being welcomed by that nice fresh smell. When he came back,
almost always around five if he didn’t have any meeting, problem or shootouts
between drug dealers, and he always found Yuri eating some snack or doing the
dishes.
It was a routine to which he had gotten
used to.
But now, despite being lunchtime – Yuri
might’ve also gone out to eat – he couldn’t witness any sign of the fact that
Yuri had done anything at all.
He headed almost suspiciously to the
kitchen, finding everything as he had left it that morning: the cups and the
food were still on the table, alongside the coffee with milk Yuri drank every
morning. The sink was still full of the previous days dishes.
Yuya arched an eyebrow, irritated; he hated
chaos, he had always hated it. See something out of place reminded him of when
his father hit and raped him, accusing him of being an ingrate son, of never
doing something for them, those loving parents who had always done everything
for him.
Yuya clicked his tongue; he was used to it.
Whatever he did, there was always something bringing his mind back to those
thirteen years spent with his family, with an alcoholic and paedophile father
and a mother who had wisely chosen to flee when he was barely six.
He went back to the living room, but even
there nothing seemed to have changed since that morning. In the end, he decided
to walk into the bedroom, anger filling his mind.
Defying his duties, Yuri had apparently
decided to sleep for the whole day, not only taking Yuya’s duvet, but he had
also taken a couple more blankets from the closet, turning the heat up to an
unbearable temperature.
Yuya mounted on the bed and pushed away the
layers of blankets, uncovering the kid. Yuri didn’t seem to have noticed his
presence, he kept still on his side, his arms hanging from the mattress.
Yuya arched an eyebrow.
He had realized a long time ago how Yuri
was; he was proud enough to never let him see him cry or beg, and on some days
all Yuya wanted was to take him to his limits so that, had he finally bent, he
would’ve forgiven himself.
But for sure, he could say everything of
him, except that he was stupid. Yuri knew all too well that making Yuya mad was
never pleasant for him; besides, the yakuza had ascertained how much of light
sleeper the kid was, perhaps still used to the bothering and little reassuring
sounds of San’ya. Yuya’s apartment was at the top floor of the building, so there
was never too much noise, but that seeming calm still hadn't convinced the kid,
who kept his senses on even while he slept.
So, the fact that he wasn’t waking up was
suspicious at best. He stared at him a little closer and heard that he was
breathing heavier than usual, his forehead sweaty; he started to get worried.
Maybe it was worse than he had previously
thought.
He knelt up and then lent down on top of
the kid’s legs; Yuri, bothered, turned in his sleep and faced up, his arms bent
against the mattress.
Yuya swallowed noisily. He had stilled like
that, on top of him; Yuri’s mouth was half open, his face looking even more
childish now, with those girlish features which had brought his quota among
Yuya’s usual clients to unspeakable highs, considering the fact that many of
those rich men changed slave as least three or four times a year.
Yuya had never asked questions about the
fate of those he sold, nor his job required such curiosity on his part. He was
there to sell a body, what the buyer did with it was none of his business.
The yakuza had took a peak of Yuri two days
after he had been brought to the warehouse. Kota had unwillingly informed him
of a couple of new arrivals, murmuring between clenched teeth that one of them
was probably going to make good money for the family.
He was healthy, and had that look of
effeminate child that their clients usually loved.
Yuya had laughed, he remembered it well. He
had laughed, saying that it didn’t matter, that he just needed to sell.
Then he had seen him. That arrogant look of
who’s convinced he’s got nothing to fear, that the worst is over. Those
delicate features, that body so small which made him want to run his hands and
his mouth all over it.
He had tried to ignore it, but he hadn't
been able to help it. He was never going to admit what Yuri’s price had been,
but for sure he had severely affected his bank account.
And right now, despite all the problems he
had had living with someone else, he told himself he was well worth all the
millions of yens he had coughed up.
He brushed his hand over his face, touching
that soft skin he couldn’t live without. He brought his fingers down,
marvelling at the way his hand almost covered his entire chest.
The skin on his hips was even softer, and
Yuya tightened his hold on his waist, leaning down to smell his skin, feeling
aroused.
He nipped his neck, ignoring Yuri’s
breathing getting even heavier in his sleep. He licked his skin, kicking the
blankets off to press his body against Yuri’s.
He rubbed his cock against him, hiding a
groan against the kid’s chest.
At some point his forehead touched Yuri’s
and he jumped up, touching it directly with his hand.
He clicked his tongue. He had never been
good at establishing temperature with foreheads and hands, but he was quite
sure Yuri had a temperature, and a high one.
He slipped next to him and covered him
again; then he shook him, harshly. The younger weakly opened his eyes, staring
at him.
“You’re back.” he murmured.
“Of course I am. Where should have I been?”
Yuri shrugged.
“I'm not feeling too well, Yuya.” he panted
again, pressing himself against the yakuza.
The fever must’ve made him delirious, Yuya
thought as he watched him crouch against his chest, between his legs, as if he
was a cat.
“You’re warm, Yuya.” the kid whispered
then, pulling the duvet on top of his shoulders.
“Mh.” was all the elder commented, trying
to ignore his cock stirring between his legs, while a part of him kept yelling
that he shouldn’t have given a damn about the fever and the he should’ve fucked
him right now.
But Yuya shut that part of himself up and,
uncomfortable in the delicacy of that unexpected touch, he leant further toward
him, to give him more cover.
The he grabbed his phone and, sure it was
going to be a long wait, he started working like that.
~
The next day Yuri woke up feeling definitely
better. He had some vague memories about the yakuza dragging him to the living
room, at some point, making him eat some questionable ramen and giving him a
few medicines to feel better.
Right now, after having slept for over
twenty hours, it was definitely better.
He got up and didn’t worry when he didn’t
see Yuya next to him; it was better this way. While he felt sick, shivers
throughout his whole body, he vaguely remembered having fallen asleep against
him, and if he had been afraid of being pushed away, Yuya had surprised him,
holding him and trying to keep him warm.
It had pleased him, somehow. He hated Yuya
with all himself, but in that particular occasion he had proven to be better
than he would’ve thought.
Falling asleep against him, between his
arms, had made that night less heavy on him.
He walked inside the living room and found
the yakuza asleep on the couch, most likely ran from the blankets and the heat
of the bedroom in the middle of the night.
Staggering a little from the dizziness he
still felt, he started making breakfast; as soon as he walked inside the
kitchen though, his eyes registered immediately the absence of the microwave
from the counter; it was now on the floor, next to the fridge.
Yuri arched an eyebrow; he was going to ask
Yuya.
He made coffee and heated up the
store-bought plum cake in the oven, then he put everything on a tray and
brought it to the living room, putting it down on the coffee table.
He shook the yakuza, gently. Yuya wasn’t a
deep sleeper, and it was quite easy to wake him up. He saw him yawn and
stretched, kicking away the sheet he had used that night.
“Mh. I'm hungry.” he muttered, looking at
him.
“I made breakfast.” Yuri smiled, sitting on
the couch next to him. “There’s plum cake.”
“Mh. You?” Yuya asked, still uncomfortable,
while he dipped the cake inside his coffee.
“I'm not hungry.” he admitted. “I'm... I'm
still full from last night.” he said, remembering that together with the soba
there was also an egg and some meat in the ramen; Yuya had watched him so full
of expectation that he had forced himself to finish it, despite the fact that
he had been feeling too sick to eat. “Regarding that, Yuya...” he said then,
giving him no time to ask anything else. “What happened to the microwave?”
“Uh. It’s hard to explain.” the elder said,
still eating. “I was making the broth, the way you do it. I put the water on,
but it wasn’t boiling. So I put it in a cup and I put it in the microwave while
I cooked the egg and the meat.
“Mh.” Yuri nodded, stealing a piece of cake
from him.
“But then the oil in the pan has started
spraying everywhere, and I risked setting the whole place on fire. So I poured
water on the fire, and I burned myself. Meanwhile I had forgotten about the
microwave. I must’ve put something wrong inside, because at some point I've
heard a bang and I saw smoke come out of it.” he shrugged. “So, well. I guess
we need a new one.”
Bewildered, Yuri stared at him for a few
moments, then he burst out laughing. He risked choking on the cake, but he
couldn’t help himself.
Yuya blushed, hard. It was since he had
made a name for himself inside the family that no one dared laughing in his
face like that.
On the other hand, he was glad to see Yuri
was better.
He thought about how much he had wanted to
fuck him the previous day, and a part of him was glad he had resisted.
Yes, he had bought Yuri because he wanted
to redeem the kid he had been, the one unable to defend himself, and he had
bought him because he needed help around the house anyway.
And he had bought him because he felt
alone.
At moments like these, he was glad to be
there with Yuri. For better or worse, no matter how this was going to end, he
wasn’t alone anymore.
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